Overthinking. Ruminating. Ponder. Muse. Ruminant – to chew the cud. Meditate. To chew again, over and over. Brood. Reflect. Contemplate. Excogitate. Overthink. Ruminate. As far back as I can remember I’ve been paralyzed by something so strange, so alien to me, that I didn’t recognize it for what it was. When I thought (and still struggle with thinking) that I […]
It is easy to say, “I haven’t been sleeping well for the last week.” It is less easy to give people, even medical people, a snapshot of exactly what the brain (my brain at least) is doing… while it isn’t sleeping. I’ve not slept over two hours at a time for the last four nights. […]
The day was glorious! Everything was better than I’d imagined. No, I didn’t fall off the emotion “wagon.” But I was close. I almost thought about it. I could tell I was crashing like someone running out of a huge rush and it scared me. I’d been on a long drive and played with my […]
“With all this breathing I should be chalk full of oxygen. I wonder if that actually helps anything? “
I never thought I’d have the great backyard that my yard is becoming. Two of my kids are making it into an amazing place to hang out. They’re constructing raised gardens and putting up a trellis for the climbing roses too! I’ve never had climbing roses. And there are lots of vegetables and colorful flowers. […]
